My one nan died at the age of 54 of lung cancer, my other nan died in her late 60's from breast cancer, My grandad died in his 70's cancer again, the my cousin died in his early 30's he had aids but died of lukemia then my aunt who was 54 was told she had ospeghus cancer and was given 18 months to live 9 months later she was gone. i lost my aunt my cousin and my grandad all within the space of 6 months in 2004 and i think thats what caused me to start having panic attacks as they start shortly after my aunt died, i know death is enevitable but sometimes it seems so cruel x
sending angel hugs to them all x